I remember three years ago, I'm just back from North Carolina, still fuzzy with the revelry in DC at that night with those one time friends. I felt passionate, be able to feel the power in me gushing out from the heart. I started reading molecualr biology textbook and digged out biochem notes to study for the grad school. It was the second i feel like learning is interesting cuz no-one is pushing me except myself. Self-motivation is the core spirit of long term pursuing a career, I finally realized that in the semifinal moment of the college year. Then it's the pathetic senior year, expoiting my whole strength and wasted a lot of time in the hospital in the internship program. I wasn't resenting the clinical aspects of this field, but I do need everyone saying Hospital is a twisted system in union. I really don't like any sugarcoating for the drudgery at pharmacy or the heavy workload which makes you unable to take a piss for even 2 minutes. I hate people lying about how drug interaction or evalution is important, cuz truth spoke earlier before telling us people here don't give any damn about refining the prescription.
I wann be able to feel the passion and power that I experienced three years ago, I want to walk tall anew with hope to the future and fearlessly brave the reality. Guess I'm asking too mush for this uk trip, I could only wish I won't be pickpocketed and get lost in the middle of nowhere.
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